I just need somebody to love

Judge me all you want to, but I have been wanting to see the Justin Bieber movie for forever! So I finally went and saw it- it was wonderful. Pretty sure that my favorite part was all of the girls sobbing uncontrollably at his concerts. I can't help it, ok. I love his music and he is just adorable. No one believed that he could do it and he proved them all wrong. Within about a year of coming onto the scene he got to perform at Madison Square Garden and tickects were sold out in 20 minutes. Just because the majority of the world is jealous that they don't have natural talent and aren't that successful doesn't give you the right to hate on JB! I have a wonderful feeling that Justin Bieber will be around for a long time and he is going to stay normal and not not freak out like other ridiculous teen stars.

Blessed

So a little over a week ago I interviewed at this place called Vision Security and they hired me on the spot. So naturally I went straight to Macey's from the interview and put in my two weeks. The same day I had an interview at the Nebo Credit Union. I felt good about that interview, but I didn't really think that I would get it: especially since they told me that they would call me on friday and let me know. Friday came and went and I didn't hear anything. So I figured, well at least I have a job at Vision. But today while I was at Macey's I got a phone call from Nebo Credit Union and they offered me a job!!!! I don't know what I did to deserve two new awesome jobs, but I am eternally grateful that I was given this opportunity. Thank you to those who took a chance on me, especially considering I have never had a job like either of these before. And Macey's I only have one thing to say, "Peace and blessings. Peace and blessings".

Future

I've decided that Secondhand Serenade's cd Awake, is quite possibly one of the saddest cds ever. But somehow it always seems to make me feel better. I wonder how that is possible? How can the most heart-breaking songs lift your mood? Don't you think that it would do the opposite? But I guess that it is better than making me feel bad.

So here's the thing, I have always thought that I was an English Major. I mean I was really good at English in high school and I have always loved reading and the analytical side of English. But the more that I get into the actual classes for the English Ed. Major the more that I think I'm not supposed to be an English Major. Lets face it, my grammar is terrible, my spelling is horrific, and my writing is only decent. So the other day I was talking to my good friend Amy Searcy and somehow I started telling her that I wasn't too sure about the whole English thing. And then we started talking about advertising and buisness and I was intrigued to say the least. As a result I think that next semester I'm going to take and intro to buisness class or something like that. I mean face it- I like telling people what to do and how to do it, I'm organized, and I have a lot of ideas floating around in my head. Who knows, maybe I will be a high fashion buisness woman. Can you say Kardashians!!!!

Its really awesome when you get back from being gone and everyone is pissed at you and you have no idea why everyone is glaring at you. Fun stuff. Gotta love Provo.

Dear Taylor's Job,

I seriously can't handle my job anymore. It is going to be the death of me -physically and mentally. Within two weeks I cut one finger on a meat slicer, cut another finger on the edge of the foil box, splashed boiling oil on my chin, and scrapped a few layers off another finger. Honestly, my body can't handle anymore accidents. Next time half of my finger will probably be gone. Plus it doesn't help that my new manager likes to play favorites and I'm not one of them. I think it is time for me to find a new job. Preferably one that doesn't include customer service, or dealing with stupid people or smelling like rotten chicken or oil. Please save me from the deli.

Christmas is early this year!

Today started out as a fairly boring day. All Iwas planning on doing was studying and then going to work. Then my roommate, Molly, decided that she was going to start playing christmas music -non stop. Then Molly, Caitlin, and I started talking about getting Christmas decorations from our parents. But then Molly had the brilliant idea to go to Hobby Lobby (basically heaven on earth). Then we ended up at Big Lots. And our apartment looks SO adorable! It made me super happy because this is the first year that I was going to miss decorating with my family, but my provo family helped me out with that!! Dear Molly and Caitlin thanks for providing me with such wonderful entertainment!

Today

Life is a beautiful, wonderful, stressful, crazy thing. It is hard and scary, but there are those moments when you look outside and see a beautiful sun rise. Or when the snow has recently fallen and the world seems to be holding its breath. Or when the wind whispers secrets to you. Or when you look at the twisted truck of a massive tree and wonder what this ancient has seen and weathered. Or those moments when your heart starts to beat a little faster. Or the moments when the sun shines a little brighter. Or the moments when your smile is endless. So I guess that life is more awe inspiring and incredible than stressful or scary.