PMS...

As if being a girl isn't hard enough lets add periods x6. Love my roommates and we don't ever have massive hissy-fits but we sure do have crying parties. The most recent (ended 20 minutes ago) was with Lizzie. We watched The Notebook- her first time seeing it. We both bawled like little girls and now our hearts hurt. Don't know why we insist on doing these kinds of things to ourselves but apparently we never learn. Oh well. Still love that movie. Love you too Elizabeth!

Oh Michael...

Its official, I'm going to marry Michael Buble. I'm just sitting here listening to his music. Everything makes me smile no matter what kind of mood I'm in and no matter whats going on it always puts me in a good mood. Feelin Good is aptly named:) Cry Me a River, I don't know how many times I've wanted to say this to so many people and he just tells everyone. Home- I can relate, there truly is no place in the world like home and the people that you love so much. Haven't met you yet? Um, ya. No need to explain how that is applicable to me. Fever? Why yes Mr. Buble you do give me fever... And I guess it would be ok if he sang me to sleep every night for forever.

Its Time

I think its time. Time to accentuate the positive. Time to stop seeing only negative things about everything. Time to open up. Its just time.

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Is hard seeing everyone around you changing and doing things with their lives- getting married, going on missions, graduating from school, going to school (take your pick). Especially when life has come to a slight hault. I was planning on going to school in January, but there is this little thing that I don't have... They claim that it can't make you happy, but it makes life a lot easier when you have it. Thats right- money. Its a neccesary thing that I just don't have right now. So I won't go to school until August now. Trust me I would love to go to school and get it over with but it just isn't something that I can afford right now.

My friend and roommate Nichole is practically engaged. She is all sorts of ooey-gooey about this boy but she is moving home to save money. Which means- we are getting a new roommate and the only thing that I know about this new girl is that she is asian. I don't know why but I kind of have this irrational fear of asians and now I will be living with one... I credit this fear to my previous roommate Molly, and it seems that even though she is gone that fear has stayed with all of us. This should be interesting- for lack of a better vocabulary. I should work on that.

Here it is

You would think that since I haven't posted anything to my blog in forever that I would have something to say. The sad thing is that there really isn't anything new in my life. Lets try to recap what has happened for the last little while. So I decided that I didn't want to go to BYU anymore. I dropped my classes and then sold my books. Honestly it was one of the best decisions that I have made. I truly think that I was supposed to go to move to Provo and go to BYU. I have learned and grown in more ways than I can think. But I know that I don't want to be at BYU anymore, and that is a good thing since I dropped out. I'm going to be an Esthetician! I'm going to a school in American Fork called Mandalyn in January and I'm really excited. Side note- saturday night, watching The Office, doing this, and my roommate is snoring- just saying. Anyway, back to the story. If anyone wants to be a model for waxing, treatments, manicures, and pedicures just let me know! I will need plenty of people very soon! Its going to be great! For the first time in a long time I feel like this is right and I'm excited for this. What else is new? I'm working at Ancestry.com- thats new. Oh one small thing that I was pretty excited about... Time for a change:)

I just need somebody to love

Judge me all you want to, but I have been wanting to see the Justin Bieber movie for forever! So I finally went and saw it- it was wonderful. Pretty sure that my favorite part was all of the girls sobbing uncontrollably at his concerts. I can't help it, ok. I love his music and he is just adorable. No one believed that he could do it and he proved them all wrong. Within about a year of coming onto the scene he got to perform at Madison Square Garden and tickects were sold out in 20 minutes. Just because the majority of the world is jealous that they don't have natural talent and aren't that successful doesn't give you the right to hate on JB! I have a wonderful feeling that Justin Bieber will be around for a long time and he is going to stay normal and not not freak out like other ridiculous teen stars.

Blessed

So a little over a week ago I interviewed at this place called Vision Security and they hired me on the spot. So naturally I went straight to Macey's from the interview and put in my two weeks. The same day I had an interview at the Nebo Credit Union. I felt good about that interview, but I didn't really think that I would get it: especially since they told me that they would call me on friday and let me know. Friday came and went and I didn't hear anything. So I figured, well at least I have a job at Vision. But today while I was at Macey's I got a phone call from Nebo Credit Union and they offered me a job!!!! I don't know what I did to deserve two new awesome jobs, but I am eternally grateful that I was given this opportunity. Thank you to those who took a chance on me, especially considering I have never had a job like either of these before. And Macey's I only have one thing to say, "Peace and blessings. Peace and blessings".

Future

I've decided that Secondhand Serenade's cd Awake, is quite possibly one of the saddest cds ever. But somehow it always seems to make me feel better. I wonder how that is possible? How can the most heart-breaking songs lift your mood? Don't you think that it would do the opposite? But I guess that it is better than making me feel bad.

So here's the thing, I have always thought that I was an English Major. I mean I was really good at English in high school and I have always loved reading and the analytical side of English. But the more that I get into the actual classes for the English Ed. Major the more that I think I'm not supposed to be an English Major. Lets face it, my grammar is terrible, my spelling is horrific, and my writing is only decent. So the other day I was talking to my good friend Amy Searcy and somehow I started telling her that I wasn't too sure about the whole English thing. And then we started talking about advertising and buisness and I was intrigued to say the least. As a result I think that next semester I'm going to take and intro to buisness class or something like that. I mean face it- I like telling people what to do and how to do it, I'm organized, and I have a lot of ideas floating around in my head. Who knows, maybe I will be a high fashion buisness woman. Can you say Kardashians!!!!

Its really awesome when you get back from being gone and everyone is pissed at you and you have no idea why everyone is glaring at you. Fun stuff. Gotta love Provo.